severedmind's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The pieces are coming together.. "I love the way I love you" It's been ages since I last updated and so much stuff has happened mostly for the good, stuff that has opened my eyes and stuff that has allowed me to persue life and live it to the fullest. For all of you that dont know right now I am in Freeport Texas visiting with my uncle and six four cousins that I haven't seen in over six years. Its cool here though because they are right near the beach and Im one of those beach people. The only thing that sucks is the fact that I am away from home and missing my mom and zack like crazy. I dont know what it is about zack but he has a way of making me feel like a somebody and not a nobody. I love the way he's constantly keeping a smile on my face and a laugh in the air. I love the way he thinks the way he is so outspoken and blunt about things. theres not enough words in this world that could describe the way I feel about him I love him as a person and I am in love with him. Things are great between me and him. I couldnt ask for more at this point in life I finally have someone to care for and that someone shows it back. Zack spent the night monday night he got there at 10 something I didnt go to sleep at all and we had to leave at 1:30 in the morning. He rode with my mom jenny and I to take me to vegas to the airport. The whole way there he held me in his arms, Played with my hair,Kissed me, and made me feel great. My mom asked him if he was going to miss me and he said that was a crazy question to ask cause he had already started missing me he didnt want me to go but there was nothing I could really do about it he kept coming up with these plans to get my kicked out of the airport so I didnt have to go. I cried like a baby when I had to go and get on the plane I hate saying goodbye to people even if I am going to see them again. But zack has a way of making me feel better and he did just that. He kept blowing kisses at me when I was going through the security check point and in which I returned back. I just wish he was here with me. I got to houston around 12:50 something and there was my uncle and cousin I then had to wait for my baggage to finally arrive which felt like forever I finally go to my uncles house around 3 it was an exciting day being able to see my family after six years. I talked to my mom last night and she told me how sad zack was that I left and that he moped around. She spent the rest of the day with him and took him out to breakfast with jenny. Right now Im just really scared because of some stuff that happened and Im hoping things will work out for the best and that nothing drastic will happen to change my life. But im sure things will work out the way they are supposed to. Im just out here to get my life straight. The only thing I know is that my life is finally starting to come together and all the pieces are fitting exactly the way they are supposed to. Theres a lot more to be written but im extremely tired and not very motivated today so I will update either tomorrow or maybe sometime this week. 2:17 p.m. - 2004-05-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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