severedmind's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ShortBus's Lesson For Today Corporate Avenger-FBI File "Were basically Existing in a fake world" "The war on drugs is a war on people" "Peoples Rights are being violated" "our freedom is treated nothing more than an asset of liability" I couldnt have said it better myself! I dont know why the sudden urge to speak out on our so what called government but I feel as its very needed. This world as we know it is going downhill. People now a days are more worried about what "famous" people are doing than going out and fixing the problems such as poverty and many other issues that has been taking place for many years. Ive seen so many protests on tv for years but most of them all end in the same way the government sends out their officials which Im reminding you are human beings just like you only with a title and their so called authority to hang over our heads to solve the issue but instead of solving it many people end up injured,sent to jail,and even killed because they try to stick up for something they believe in. Our government doesnt believe in freedom of speech they dont care what "we" have to say because if they really did they wouldnt send out hundreds of government officials with mace and tear gas they would take a moment out of their oh so "important" lives and give "us" americans and many others their ears and listen to what we have to say. This brings me Onto another topic Anarchy, most people today when they hear the word anarchists they think of violence,disorder,and chaos but its not suprising that they would think this because the press,pulpit,and everyone in authority constantly din it into our ears. Most of them know the truth but they all have a reason for not telling it. In fact anarchy means order without government and peace without violence. It is capitalism and the government who stand for disorder and violence the reason for not letting us know the truth is obvious what self-perpetuating corporate culture wants a populace appreciating that word? I decided that from now on every journal entry that I write is going to have some important information in it besides my everyday doings, Yes I will still be updating but they will be under the issues I feel speaking out about. so now that Im done with the shortbus learing session not that I am done but done for now I will go on with whats been going on with me. As most of you know Im back home, things didnt work out as planned in vegas although it was a nice vacation and a learning expierence. I had fun while it lasted I met new people visited new places and well just had a good time. but nothing is better than the feeling of home. I know I bitch and complain about how my home life is and how it drives me nuts but then im gone for a while and I miss it not the bitching and arguin that goes on but the people. Ive never been homesick not even when I was gone all summer with my bestfriend (poodle I love you!) but this time it was weird I actually was homesick maybe it was because I wasnt in a stable enviroment and I never knew what was going to happen but man did I think about coming home everynight, well atleast when all that smoking and drinking wasnt cloggin my thinking. Now that Im home everything is alright its not what I would like it to be But its better than nothing. Im starting to appreciate things a little more than I used to maybe its the counseling getting to my head but it sure as hell makes me feel better. I finally got a job so YAY! for shortbus because she is no longer unemployed. I dont have the best job but it will work for now until I can find a better one. I am currently working at a truck stop waitressing its not that hard but when you have never waitressed before in your life its a bit hectic. onto other news I went to the doctor yesterday for my knees they have been bothering me for a long time now and I found out I have fluid in them and this type of arthritis in my knees that eats away at the meniscous and deteriates(not spelled correctly) your cartilage so after he gave me medicine for it he sent me to get x-rays after that I came home, ate dinner, took 1 1/2 xanaxs, and passed out in my bed. I woke up this morning took my bro and sis to the bus stop and here I am now. I dont find out about my x-rays until thursday and Im almost positive that I will most likely have to have surgery for this. Other than that I think thats it so I shall be going for now hope you enjoy the entry and Ill leave off with some lyrics from 7 guys I appreciate very much......... Now why you gotta cramp my style you keep fuckin with my high and im about to get wild now why you gotta harrass the pot leaders harrass the people at expired parkin meters why you gotta pull me over as if i was that dude in the stolen Nova now why you gotta badge on your chest stay gun on your hip and that bullet proof vest now why you gotta act like you save your people you front that you care just so we can feel equal now why you gotta read me my rights would you read em to your wife fuck no jesus christ now why you gotta hand cuff me tight in the middle of the night treat me like a murder type now why you gotta gotta gotta nuttin gotta get outta my face bitch i know you like dunkins tell me why you wanna fuck with me just because im a Kottonmouth King i got no time for negativity so tell me why it;s always you against me to the men women and children that are catchin the feelin, of what i’m dealin’ what is delt is felt helpin to melt, the laws that bother like some flowin liquefying lava, we quickly makin it hotter listen up and try to follow, now why you gotta pull me over in my van, give a ticket for a gram end up costin bout a grand, and why you gotta slow the fuck out of your roll, i know i’m not speedin i’m in cruise control, so now you gotta find another reason why, you can start flashin your lights start to violate my rights, i know your out there let me say your not alone, pigs bustin in your home guns drawn to your dome, why do you gotta have a chip on your shoulder, past all field test i said i was sober, i thought i told ya don’t try to pull this on me, i know between procedure and police brutality, so tell me why do you insult me and claim stupidity, why you think your smarter cause your GED, I get high and fly I dont’ drink and drive, and you fuckin with my flight so I gotta ask why tell me why you wanna fuck with me just because im a Kottonmouth King i got no time for negativity so tell me why it;s always you against me now everytime i turn the corner cop is all up in my business always tryin to plant shit, let me get a witness its gettin serious and funny to me another day another ticket takin money from me now they tried to pull us over cuz we bangin the bus the fish, johnny richter myself and the judge who can you trust when the world’s corrupt its not that crooked ass cop that put my ass in the cuffs now why the hell he always stressin out my people they said protect and serve yet they never treat us equal all around the nation people striving to be equal another uprising they dont wanna see the sequel why you think you dont need no inviation to rustle through my house its a fucked up situation tearing up my pad searching for the cultivation justify the action through your racist legislation don’t think i can’t remember ever slippin in some shit, winding up behind some bars with purple rings around my wrists, havin to wait 10 hours just to take a fuckin piss, when your name is just a number as a person you don’t exist, when you realize that no one really gives a fuck when you finally realize when you start to get back up, to many people i know for bullshit have got locked up, to many times i asked why so now i gotta say what. 10:04 - 2004-02-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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