severedmind's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *Paint Your Life In Green* This Day An Age-Catalyst I never thought that tylenol 4's could make you itch so damn bad until now. Lately my life has been a blur gettin drunk as fuck and smoking the day away. Things have been alright Not to exciting. Just been chillin with some people doing the everyday stuff I normaly do. Im gettin sick with the whole stuffy nose sore throat shit man I hate being sick nothing tastes right its all BLAH! Today has been a blast I got woke up at 5:16 am with a bowl of chronic in my face how better could that get so I got up and had a very long session of wake-n-bake then I had to drive my brother and sister to the bus stop at like 6:40 man was that a mission and a half. Then after that I came back home smoked some more. Then my mom had this brilliant idea to unwrap My pirates of the carribean movie that scott bought me for christmas so we could watch it. Well I did as she said and unwrapped it then we My mom, ashley and I sat down and watched the movie by the end of the movie I was so baked I dont even remember half of it. So then I wrapped it back up and put it back under the christmas tree no one will never know muhahhahaha Im so bad. Now that brings me here sitting in front of the computer doing nothing my mom gave me two tylenol fours before she left to the doctors office about an hour and a half ago and as of right now im totally fucked up and pretty proud of how well im doing of spelling and typing. I talked to michelle yesterday well basically Nicole,Michelle, and I had a girl talk about whats going on with Michelle and John. I really wish those crazy kids could sort things out, But Im not that sure its going to happen. John is a very hard headed person and is so indecisive I dont think he will ever figure out what he wants I just wish he wouldnt drag michelle down the way he is. shes a better person than that and what makes it so bad is that she actually lets him do this stuff to her. She's too kind hearted and way loyal. Sometimes I just wish she could see what she is doing to herself Im not much of a person to say anything but damn if someone is bringing you down so much and you dont want to loose that person because you are afraid of being alone. I much rather want to be alone then to go through so much pain and confusion. But than again Im not in her situation and dont know whats going on in her mind Im just a caring friend with nothing better to do than to state how I feel about the situation. Michelle doesnt deserve to be treated the way she is being treated. Shes far from being whore material or any of those names. what pisses me off more than anything is the simple fact that John had the nerve to use the infamous excuse that he is a guy and if someone is coming on to you hes not going to do anything because he is a guy what else is he supposed to do? well first of all my opinon on the matter is that anyone can stop something that they dont want to happen it takes two to have sex not just one person can do all the work. Well they can but it would be a little complicated dont you think? It fucks with your head when you have liked someone for a very long time and then when you finally get the chance to be with them the other person has to use lame excuses and fuck with you heart,mind,and body. But there's not much I can do, I cant think for michelle she has to do this one on her own she has to learn not to tolerate stuff like this. The only thing I can do is try to be the best friend she has and be there for her if she needs someone to talk to or be her shoulder to cry on even though I am far away. People have to learn for themselves. Not saying that john wont change or even stop the shit hes doing I am just saying I cant involve myself in her relationship. I can sit here and listen but I dont dare to get involved thats between her and John not her,John, and I. Dont get me wrong I love Michelle shes my partner in crime but this one is in her hands and I hope she deals with it the best way she can. Onto other things Guess who is going to be in vegas on January 3rd at the huntridge watching the famous Blunt smokers themselves the Kottonmouth Kings?.......have you guessed yet?......give up?......ITS ME! Yes SHORTBUS will be in front of the stage watching sexy sexy dloc and the kottonmouth kings Oh man I cant wait I might just pass out when I see them you never know whats going to happen maybe I can fake like Im drowning lol and get dloc to give me mouth to mouth oh would that be something else Im a bad bad girl thinky dirty thoughts of dloc and johnny richter. well I think I shall depart for now until next time kids just remember there is three things you must do at a kottonmouth king show if someone jumps catch them, If someone falls pick them up, and if your smoking the ganja share with the people next to ya! 2:31 p.m. - 2003-12-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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