severedmind's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A much needed update.... Swift-unbelievable Lets just say it's been hella long since I wrote in this damn thing I am talking about forever. I have had a lot of shit go on since I last wrote well lets start off I spent the summer in NorthCarolina and had a kick ass time (excluding the drama) spending the summer at my best friends and just chillin with all my friends like old times. Dated a guy that I liked only to end up breaking up with him. Liked another guy which turned out to be a immature asshole and ended up staying my friend. Started a cool friendship with this dude chase. Was supposed to go to his band practice but Never got around to it I owe him one. Took a rock to my friend johns car cause he pissed me off but now I wish I could turn the hands back in time and wish I wouldnt have done it so now I owe him money. Stuck up for a guy which I thought wasnt as shiesty as I thought he was because I was confused just to find out the whole time he was screwing all my friends over. Made good friends with my bestfriends mom she is now my other mommy. I also did a lot of partying this summer Maybe a little too much cause I really dont have that many brain cells left. Went and seen swift a lot wish it could have been more but it was bad ass, their shows are always good. I was sad to see the summer end so quickly though I wish it could have lasted forever. well since I have been home which was august 10th Ive basically turned into a computer geek cause This is the only thing that keeps me in touch with my friends. Got rid of that bitch of a friend ashley started going back to school transfered to an alternative school only to have to drop out again and go get my ged. I had a job at a shitty ass place mcdonalds quit that after four days. Met some really cool people but none compared to my friends back home and I really dont keep in touch with them and they dont keep in touch with me so oh well. I stay at home everyday doing absolutely nothing but a slave to my mother. I tryed to kill myself and ended up going to the hospital and having to drink charcoal which is nasty as hell and my stomach burned like a fire all day. Now I go to counseling once a week. I got diagnosed with bipolar and anxiety should be gettin meds soon. I havent smoke marijuana in 3 months,I turned 18 I can finally buy my own ciggarettes. I got my nose pierced. Spent a weekend at my friend nikki's house. started driving finally yeah I know im 18 and should have done this a long ass time ago but hey im slow. My mom let this dude that rides my bus named jason move in with us he can be an asshole and times and someone that I really despise he is not attractive at all. Me and my mom have gotten into it quite a few times so have scott and I. I plan to move back to North Carolina this summer I need to get a job and start saving money to buy the shit needed for my house when I get one. Got pics of my best friend michelle and D-loc from kottonmouth kings cause she went to the concert wendsday I envy her. Got into some fights with my little brother which really isnt all that little considering he is 200 pounds. I talked to my grandma she still lives in nc just to find out two of her heart vaulves are leaking to some people they may not care but my grandma has practically raised me my whole life and I dont want nothing to happen to her. My grandpa is sick again I hope he gets well. Other than that my life is boring nothing really exciting happens well thats all for now I will write again later.
3:29 p.m. - 2003-10-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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