severedmind's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- \"Light It Up\" KottonMouth Kings:4-2-0 HAPPY EASTER Everyone and Happy *420* To all My Fellow smokers its time we UNITE with the PLANT! But anywho I have had an ok day it really hasnt been all that bad today except for the fact that I got woke up at 6 this mornin by my mom askin me for a ciggarette. Then at 7:30 I got woke up by the stereo so I decided fuck it Im stayin up. Yesterday was a alright Day Ive been in a depressed mood for the last couple of weeks and today Im actually not feelin all that sad I started to this mornin but it kinda went away in which I could understand cause Im high but yesterday when I smoked I was still sad maybe Im gettin better and its time for a somewhat nice week. I got to talk to michelle yesterday thats one of the main reasons why I am feeling better because I got to talk to her. Shes been really sad lately in which I could totally understand I dont like the things her bf is doing to her its more of a mental game that he is playin with her. Personally and all do respects for her but she deserves way better and could get way better but I could understand why she would love him too I know how hard it is to love someone and have them piss you off and hurt you but you cant get over the feelin you have for them and it makes you sick to your stomach. It will take her a while to figure out what she really wants to do and then things will start to be better But I will be there for her no matter what decision she makes because I want her to be happy and if being around him makes her happy then she needs it I would never make her choose her friendship over her relationship I know some fucked up people that have done that shit before But i am here when she needs someone to talk to. only 4 more weeks and 5 days if I counted right and I will be going back to NC and then I can be there to help michelle and talk to her. She has been a great person to me and Im glad that she is still such a great friend and values our friendship to let it last this long because I know I have fucked it up at times but In all reality I never meant to I would trade it for the world! I was a very stupid person for the shit I let happen but I have learned from my mistakes and ready to do better! Couldnt imagine not havin michelle as my friend I value our friendship with my life its just that cool and I am very greatful to have a friendship like that! Thanks Michelle(Poodle) <3 Ya Bunchez! Michelles birthday is comin up In June I gotta go buy her presents soon so that way I already have them with me when I am gettin ready to pack my stuff I know that theres still lots of time but I want to make this year special for her I mean I wasnt able to get her anything last year which made me feel guilty because she is such a great friend and she deserves it after all the shit that has been happenin lately! Smile Girl! Its 12:30 now I still need to get in the shower and get dressed for dinner and then after dinner my moms boyfriends mother and aunt and uncle and dad are comin over to watch a movie so I half to look somewhat decent I could really careless because I cant stand his mom she is a bitch who calls me a premadonna wench oh well she can think whatever the fuck she wants to because I could care less but I am only doing it for my mom trying to get her in a better mood because were going shoppin tomorrow and I dont want her bitchin the whole time tomorrow! My friend Nikki asked me if I wanted to go to her house mon but I dont know if I am going to be able to because my mom has things to do. My friends amanda and jason feel really bad about not showin up to get me see what happened is they went to the wrong house and then they passed my house but didnt think it was mine because my last name starts with a m and the one one the mailbox was a s my moms bf last name so they kept going so jason called and was tellin me how bad he felt and that he was going to buy me something to redeem himself i started to crack up laughin so I told him as long as he buys me something to do with kottonmouth kings and he was like ok I will. We dont have school tomorrow but we do on tuesday and then I get to spend my day in ISS again gaah I hate that shit it gets on my last nerve but anywho thats all the lastest news so Ill update later But Ill leave ya with somethin good to think about: Everybody time to light up time to gather in a circle time to divvy up you got one life to live- Start livin it up- pull a branch from your sack lets roll one up- well I understand if your runnin low- but if your holdin out see you gotta go- I got no time for that in the row row- no, no, no Kottonmouth kings know best!!! Love <3 Ya Poodle SMILE!! 12:17 p.m. - 2003-04-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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