severedmind's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fragiled Little person The Wretched-NIN Theres not much to update just another boring ass day at school Ive been really depressed lately! Its overwhelming I have been having very disturbing thoughts and wondering if I really belong in this place or if it is all a dream and Im waiting for the day that I get enough balls to commit suicide! I dont know whats going on with me I miss my friends terribly! Somewhat of my day was ok my friend travis asked me if I wanted to go camping with him this weekend and get drunk cause hes going with his friend david and his gf on friday Most likely I wont go with him. and then my friend justin (kik ass kid) asked me if I was going to battle of the bands on friday and I was like I never knew there was such a thing and he was like well you should cause my Band is playing and I was like ok cool and I asked for all the information so most likely Ill be going with Riah and amanda so who knows whats going to happen. I think Im crushin on the kid though its crazy cause it scares me and I have no earthly Idea why that would be. Ashley was pickin on justin cause he dont have a girlfriend and I was like what are you going to pick on me to cause I dont have a girlfriend or a boyfriend and he then he shut up hey I was being nice and stickin up for the kid I seen this really hott guy today at school he has long blondshish brown hair omg I thought I was going to have a heart attack but anywho other than that and gettin trampled on by my guy friend ashley and justin over a piece of pizza school was the same yeah a piece of pizza I asked my friend telle if she wanted one and here comes justin and ashley runnin like maniacs tryin to steal it so I gave them it and they split it then I was eatin my other piece and I would take a bite and justin would steal it and then take a bite and give it back I swear them kids have problems but its ok. I wasnt all that hungry today anyways so It didnt matter and then I got wrote up again today yes again cause last week we had a sub. in 6th hour and supposevly were not supposed to ask the sub to leave classroom well too damn bad that I had to piss and on top of that was pmsing and he signed my book and off I went so when my teacher came back she wrote up all the people that left the class it was shitty so it was me eric(hottness) brandon rubio ice and ricky all sittin in the damn office goofin off and eric kept sayin it was my fault lol I swear that kid has problems and I mean problems he is a handicap abuser such a retard! then he was like yeah I know you like eugine he told me that you thought he was hot and all this shit I was like eeew your nasty and he was like dont deny it your in love with him gross then he was like yeah and you like franky too I seen you callin him to the back of the bus sayin lets make out and shit and rubbin his bald head first of all franky hell no thats someone i would never date not to be mean hes not my type and on top of that hell no he is fuckin annoyin as hell and I was like oh yeah well you like the deaf gurl and he was like oh yeah she is so fuckin hott lol I was like yeah that is why you were flirtin with her and shit he was like how about no lol then I was like well ill tell eugine and franky you like them and want their bodies and he was like you know what will happen if you do that and I was like what and he was like I wont talk to you no more and I was like I didnt mean it i promise and he was like no Im not talkin to you and then I said No I take it back promise I wont say that lol and he was like alright I forgive you hahah thats funny then he kept pushin his desk into mine cause he sits a seat behind me it was fun I enjoy his company he makes me laugh Im confused dont know what to do but I guess I will leave it at that for now theres alot more to be said but I dont feel like typing the shit so if you honestly want to know just ask who cares its life and it fuckin sucks........... 6:13 p.m. - 2003-04-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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