severedmind's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *Sick ~N ~Tired ^Of ^This^ World ^Today!* Ataris:In This Diary Yet Another Boring day!...I Hate having to sit here with nothing to do but be on the computer and try to find something on tv..So I sit here everyday and sit on the computer get stoned and watch mmusa or mtv 2 I have no life all I do is stay at home and watch my bro and sis (when shes here) I mean come on now my 14 year old sister is havin more fun than me how crazy is that? You dont even have to tell me how crazy it is cause believe me I already know it and on top of that My Mom and her Boyfriend(Toy) Scott are doing more than any of us I mean their supposed to be stayin home and takin care of the kids and going to work my god they get out more than I do Like today their not here because they have the next 3 days off which means they will be gone all the time going Fuckin shoppin and gamblin in vegas I mean come on Im the one that is supposed to be going off and shoppin and partyin not gamblin (waste of money) with my friends and their the ones that have their friends come over and eat dinner with us thats supposed to be me! Me and my friends but NO! they had to move me to fuckin Arizona Goldenvalley at that 2000 miles away from my friends now how shitty is that their supposed to be makin me happy but no they dont care they leave everyday and do absolutely nothing go out to eat for dinner and we have to eat some shit at the house how fucked up can you get then my mom owes me 500 dollars because she gives me five hundred every year for babysittin when she gets her taxes I have been gettin it for 3 years straight and now this year scotts going to try to say some shit about well your not gettin it! because this mornin I got pissed when I found out they were go to lake Havasu and that I was going to have to stay home and watch my lil bro Dude I havent been fuckin nowhere only to kingman and that was because we had to stay there to wait for our house to get done and we had to stay there for a goddamn month get it five people in one hotel room with a kitchen and only one bed and two airmattresses and a futon mattress well one air mattress popped which meant me and my sis had to share a bed I fuckin hate sleepin with my sis she fuckin rolls around all nite snores hogs the blankets I never get to sleep she even talks in her sleep I never get a good nights rest then to find out when we were going to move into my house that I would have to share a room with my sis cause my brother was gettin his own room now how mest is that because my mom promised me my own room if I moved with her they fuckin tricked me to get out here so I could be her permanet babysitter! Dude My fuckin parents wont even take me to damn HotTopic because they said their not going to drive to vegas to go shoppin but although they go to vegas to gamble watch NASCAR races and all this other shit I dont get to do nothing! This town is way shitty theres absolutely notihng to do OH! WAIT! we have a bowling alley and a movie theater which only plays 4 movies at a time and half the time we dont get the movies when they come right out sometimes we have to wait weeks cause its so small oh and we did used to have bongo bay a place where you could go to play in the arcade and they had a place where you could glow and dance and then on sats local bands came and played so it was ok it was about the only cool thing you could do and now thats gone! Im not used to stayin home every weekend bein bored off of my ass and doin absolutely nothing Im used to my friends coming over and we would party or when michelle would spend the night at my house and we would sit up and play the ps2 all night and if it was a snow day we would do it all over again I miss all the times when we would go see swift and when we would just go to the mall on occasional Sundays and look at sex books I miss them times dammit! I have absolutely nothing anymore mY mom and her gay ass bf took it all away just because my mom had to follow him out here like she always does I Should have expected this from her its just something she would do just like Ive always had to do just when I get close to someone or something it gets taken away from me ITs not fair why was I given this shit I dont want it! Sometimes I just lay in my bed at night and cry and listen to deftones because Im so bored I could just die But I do have some good news My mom said something about scott orderin my plane tickets today so I could go back and see my friends on may 22 I am really lookin forward to seein them again I miss all of them a Bunch and wish that I could have just packed them all away in boxes and moved them with me if I could have I wouldnt be in the rut that I am in today so what the hell theres nothing I can do about it I am just a loser But hey its ok cause Im used to it by now Ill just grab my bowl cause ya know mary jane wont let yeah down and if it does I dont know what the fuck your smokin or chokein on but you need to take that shit back cause it might be crack...Ok I thought that was funny yet another highlight in my day well anywho I think Im done bitching for now so Until next time my friends "A Day with MaryJane Never ends!" I<3P-Doodle<3's ~*ShORt*Bus~ 11:29 a.m. - 2003-04-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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