severedmind's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Movin On Up As you can see today is march 18th another day in the life of ShortBus. We finally got to move in my house friday I like my house its hella cool I just dont like the location I mean I am 2000 miles away from all my friends what am I supposed to do be a witch and have a magic broom Hey that would be hella awesome be like harry potter in some weird distorted way but onto other things We just finally got the internet yesterday and its really mest cause all they have where I live is Dial up and I am so used to DSl so it takes like forever for the shit to load it begins to piss me off after a few minutes. I didnt do much over this past weekend Friday I moved into my house and tried to get my room done before I went to sleep but unfortunetly that didnt happen cause I ended up fallin asleep. As for sat I was up way early and still cleanin trying to get my room straight and in the process trying to get other shit straight that my mom asked me to do so my schedule was booked so all I did sat was work work work need I say work dude that is the most work Ive done in a long time I mean Im not lazy well I guess you can call gettin stoned and watching tv lazy but hey I used to have a job and it sucked the people there were assholes so I quit to enjoi the company of my friends and smoke pot some life huh? well it is to me well there I go gettin off subject well saturday afternoon ashley came over she was supposed to spend the night but instead decided she wanted to go back home cause she didnt have nothing to do some friend huh? I mean if I was back home my friends would love to stay the night with me oh geez especially my all mighty p doodle bebe we have had some great times let me tell you me outside stoned off my ass writtin in the snow and my finger went numb and I started trippin out and me stayin up all hours of the night to check and see if we had school the next day cause we wanted to go outside and make stoner snowman bunches and bunches of times and I wouldnt trade them for anything in the world she is my best friend and my partner in crime!!! anyways sat night after ashley left she ended up going to steves party and they called me and was like why the fuck arent you here well i wasnt going to give ashley the satisfaction of going with her when she didnt even want to stay with me so oh well. Off to sunday all I did was clean again trying to get this damn house straight has been a disaster but were almost there lets see monday didnt do anything either I was supposed to go spend the night with ashley but my mom wouldnt take me cause she didnt think it was fair for me to go over there when she didnt want to stay here and plus my mom is pissed at her cause she is constantly yellin at me and shit I dont have to take it and thats why I get all bitchy back. I got to talk to some of my friends back home yesterday it was great I cant wait to see them Again I miss them so much geez you have no Idea I would do anything to see them again when I talked to my friend mitchell yesterday he said him and michelle were coming up here to visit but it would have to be a week after school ended cause of graduation this sucks cause I cant even be there to see my friend graduate dude I so want to be there these are the moments that your not supposed to miss and now Im missin them Im missin all the moments they have every day every weekend when they go see swift and get to chill with the band and take pics Im missin all the inside jokes and all the laughs and the part where they pick on me I live for this stuff Its what means the most to me and then people wonder why I am the way I am its because everytime i get close I get torn away my something or someone I love my friends for who they are the bestest friends I could ever dream about havin I talk about them all the time to my new friends out here but I know one thing no one could ever compare to my friends back home they are one of a kind their the kind of people that stick with you through thick and thin who love you for who you are even though you have arguments their still there for you even if you fuck up and then feel bad about the shit the next day their there to listen to you apologize and to tell you how much they enjoi havin you as a friend this is the kind of stuff I left and hopefully one day soon Ill be returning to But until then Ill be movin on up trying to get my shit straight even when the times get rough I still have to try or at least think I do Love yas bunchiez ShortBus 8:48 a.m. - 2003-03-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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