severedmind's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sleep To Dream Today has been a very stressful tiring day I didnt go to school today cause when I woke up I felt like shit and wanted to just lay in bed all day an cry....I cant take this anymore all I do is cry...I hate the fact that I am movin and the more and more I think about it the more and more I just want to cry I hate the fact that I am leavin my friends I hate it so much but there is nothing I can do about it but bitch and bitch but that dont get me nowhere I dont know what to do anymore everyone keeps tellin me things are going to get better and its not the end cause I can still come and see my friends but its just not the same being able to wake up and be like hey ima call michelle and see if she wants to stay and stuff like that but I am guess i am going to have to get used to it I really hope things get better Ill be able to come and see them this summer but its just not the same I cant help the way I feel but As Im sittin here listenin to kmk I am actually feelin better right now michelle is beggin her parents to let her stay cause we are supposed to have snow whoohooo let it snow let it snow so I can get high and high I know I shouldnt do that stuff but I cant help it..It makes me feel better for a while. I dont know as far as this week has been its been ok yesterday john and kevin picked me and michelle up from school then we came to my house and they pulled out a lb I was like what the hell is this doing in my house so we broke it up and you know what we did muhahaha....I cant really write much tonight so ima go michelle is on her way ill update later <3 shortbus 7:17 p.m. - 2003-01-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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